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There is no loneliness felt stronger,
Than that felt in the midst of the crowd.
And the mind is conflicted,
For often I long to be alone,
Especially if you’re nowhere to be found.
But when I hear the sounds of laughter
I sometimes want to be a different person.
I often think I am a contradiction
I wish for things I don’t like,
And throw away what is closest to my heart.
I puzzle over myself so often
I feel so torn sometimes, torn apart.
Sometimes I feel a strong instinct
To leave everything behind
To just catch a random bus to any city
With only a bag on my back
And disappear without having a second thought.
Then my daydreams come to an end
And I ponder, how much can I run?
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To leave everything behind
To just catch a random bus to any city
Dear lunatic, you should try it once. It is very refreshing. It’s amazing how « giving away » can set you free! By the way, like this post and your blog.
… just enough to get tired of running and to find somewhere love and friendship! Outstanding, as always!
Hey AOL girl, that’s my new place! i’d love if you follow me here too! I’ll write you an e-mail in the morning, since FB is not an option! HUGS!!!!